Tuesday, July 7, 2009


i can't see my floor.
i have like, three things clean to wear.
i ate like, six brownies tonight.
i have piles all over my desk at work.
did i mention i cannot see my floor?
when was the last time i washed my sheets?
or cooked?
or went to the rec?

i am disgusted with myself and i feel like i am running my fastest, only to be barely keeping up with the rest of the runners. i go to bed tired and wake up exhausted. summer school is for the birds. i hate birds. eight more days. then a week and moving out. then vacation. then moving in and back to work. then school. then Christmas.

i'm losing speed.

"The LORD is my strength and song, and he is become my salvation: he is my God, and I will prepare him an habitation; my father's God, and I will exalt him." Exodus 15:2

"God is my strength and power: and he makes my way perfect." 2 Samuel 22:33


  1. Banana!! You are not your usual chipper self!! Come on...get up and go girl! You are awesome! You CaN dO iT!!! Who cares if you have clean laundry??? Really?? Just praise God for His love for you today!! I LOVE YOU!!

  2. I love Christmas. And I wish I could be there to reverse psychology-ize you into cleaning your room. ha. You're awesome, and God has lots of strength to give, so a little refreshment is coming. I can feel it.

  3. If God had not invented the word "gross" then I wouldn't know when it's time to clean my house, or wash my hair, or give my children baths, or shave my toes. Just take a shower and shave your armpits and I'm sure you'll feel better! Or, just take a nap! Then make your Christmas wish list. There .. all good! Love you!

  4. dito to pretty much everything...sometimes i don't like looking ahead to the future, because then i feel like it's already over, or christmas is already passed. life goes by way too fast. BUT in less than one month i get to see you. yay